I don’t have an attitude problem. You have a problem with my attitude, and that’s not my problem!
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You know what’s weird. Day by day nothing seems to change. But pretty soon, everything’s different.
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where is a real mother, when you need her??
guess it all started when i watched this movie (friends with benefits, great movie :D ). theres this f*cked up mother, who’s always looks drunk, and shes a talk sh*t. well, my mom isn’t like that, well shes all you ever wanted as a mother but only for my older sister.
she never liked me, ever since i could remember. actually she never did hugged me when i was little (awww.. poor me.) it was always my sister, she loves my sister more than she loves my dad, and i was the one who just sits in the corner and look at them together. sad isn’t it?? well, let me get straight to the point… well, the point is, I ENVY the girl in the move, though her mother is f*cked up. she could tell her how she felt on that day. And even though her daughter isn’t perfect, shes her knight in shining armor…
i pray that one day, my mom would love me like she loves my sister. that one day, i could tell her everything under the sun. cry on her shoulders without explaining why, she would just tell hug me tight and tell me it’s going to be okay, that she won’t leave.
all i want is just a mom, so i wouldn’t think of giving up on this shitty game called life. sooooooo, i guess mothers like that only exist in movies.
what hurts the most…
nothing like another night…not litteraly alone, but another night without the person you love. All you could think of is, “how is he?”
Well, it all started with him suddenly holding my hand. (hoiz…it gets harder by the min.) he was just a friend, we were always together with friends but we bearly talk to each other as our friends tell us, were the un expected couple, because it is an unexpected relationship. we were happy, it felt like nothing could go wrong from that day on, but i was wrong, things got pretty messed up. so messed up, you have absoluetly no idae how to fix it. then it happened the unexpected realationship from an unexpected couple eneded.
But you know what hurts the most? after 9months together, people around you doesn’t want the two of you together not even as friends again.
we broke up for the sake of my family, because he doesn’t want to see me cry anymore coz their starting to hate me. he and i gave up something worth fighting for, for me to save my relationship with my parents. now their happy, and now i’m miserable. he told me that everything that i gave up for him, will all come back when we started not seeing each other, and i would be better. but it feels like i’m not better, feels like i will never be.
what hurts the most is you both love each other so much but you can’t be together.. you will never be togehter.
watch this…
